truly madly deeply?
Ett tag funderade jag på att trycka " ta bort blogg " så slog det mig, vad fan ska jag göra det för?
Även om jag inte kan skriva allt i denhär bloggen, så är den ett otroligt stort stöd på något sätt.
Jag kan alltid blicka tillbaka här på saker som hänt.
Just nu kan jag iallafall bara säga såhär.
Den här världen är för kall för mig, likaså många människor i den. Jag vill ha lite värme nu innan jag fryser ihjäl!
Och jag vet inte vägen, för jag har tappat den. Jag ber att jag ska hitta den, men samtidigt dras jag tillbaka i skiten hela tiden. Jag tycker inte om dethär. Jag vill bara försvinna. Samtidigt som jag är så tacksam över alla jag har runtomkring mig, så är det någonting som smärtar mer och mer för varje dag.
Varför kan inte bara dåliga saker sluta hända nu? Jag tycker senaste åren bara rivit sönder mitt hjärta i små bitar, och när jag äntligen hittar någonting som får mig må bra, så kommer någonting nytt direkt och förstör.
Where's Karma?
Även om jag inte kan skriva allt i denhär bloggen, så är den ett otroligt stort stöd på något sätt.
Jag kan alltid blicka tillbaka här på saker som hänt.
Just nu kan jag iallafall bara säga såhär.
Den här världen är för kall för mig, likaså många människor i den. Jag vill ha lite värme nu innan jag fryser ihjäl!
Och jag vet inte vägen, för jag har tappat den. Jag ber att jag ska hitta den, men samtidigt dras jag tillbaka i skiten hela tiden. Jag tycker inte om dethär. Jag vill bara försvinna. Samtidigt som jag är så tacksam över alla jag har runtomkring mig, så är det någonting som smärtar mer och mer för varje dag.
Varför kan inte bara dåliga saker sluta hända nu? Jag tycker senaste åren bara rivit sönder mitt hjärta i små bitar, och när jag äntligen hittar någonting som får mig må bra, så kommer någonting nytt direkt och förstör.
Where's Karma?
samehni
Who has got the control of my mind? Cause really, it's not me
Never ending nightmare
Nightmare lying here in the dark, scared like my dreams made their mark
I wonder
Dreamer always alone lost in a part of myself I can't find anymore
I wonder if it's gonna end tonight
I can't sleep alone anymore, I need you here with me
Even though I closed all the doors, there's somethin' holdin' me
Never ending nightmare always there instead of you
Never ending nightmare no escape this time from you
Lately been around someone new needed to fill in the space that once sheltered you
Still I worry, if you're gonna be alright
I can't sleep alone I need someone here with me
All I ever wanted and more my dreams are fighting for
Never ending nightmare always there instead of you
Never ending nightmare punishing me for the things I do
Never ending nightmare, no escape this time from you
I wonder
Dreamer always alone lost in a part of myself I can't find anymore
I wonder if it's gonna end tonight
I can't sleep alone anymore, I need you here with me
Even though I closed all the doors, there's somethin' holdin' me
Never ending nightmare always there instead of you
Never ending nightmare no escape this time from you
Lately been around someone new needed to fill in the space that once sheltered you
Still I worry, if you're gonna be alright
I can't sleep alone I need someone here with me
All I ever wanted and more my dreams are fighting for
Never ending nightmare always there instead of you
Never ending nightmare punishing me for the things I do
Never ending nightmare, no escape this time from you
Life's risky sometimes
Some people have no idea of what they want, or how they're ever gonna get to the point when they know
Some people knows from the beginning what they want, and exactly how they are gonna get it
And some people have their whole life right infront of their eyes, but they just cant touch it cause they think it's not close enough...
Look.
When you feel it's right, just try to get close to it
Cause if its for you, it will never ever go away
It will stand still just waiting for you to catch it between your hands
And if it's not for you
One day it will be gone.
So think before you act, cause a mistake is easily made
But still that's a risk you have to take
You either win or you lose
Cause life's risky
heartache
When I see this, I feel a big bunch of pain growing inside my heart
¨
She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget
We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind
Until the night
He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away her memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees
We found him with his face down in the pillow
With a note that said I'll love her till I die
And when we buried him beneath the willow
The angels sang a whiskey lullaby
The rumors flew but nobody know how much she blamed herself
For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind
Until the night
She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby
¨
She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget
We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind
Until the night
He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away her memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees
We found him with his face down in the pillow
With a note that said I'll love her till I die
And when we buried him beneath the willow
The angels sang a whiskey lullaby
The rumors flew but nobody know how much she blamed herself
For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind
Until the night
She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life
We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby
I will always love you
I want you back, just like you were before this mess.
In my mind I have one thought going round and round saying "Where did she go?"
Girl, you know you got me behind you but I cant stay this way..
I'm drowning in tears when I think about it
Still its something I have to do
I know I gave a promise to never leave you but I cant stand behind you right now.
Cause as long as you're with him, I cant support your pain
This kills me, just as much as it kills you.
I love you and I would choose you over everything, but you choosed him...
In my mind I have one thought going round and round saying "Where did she go?"
Girl, you know you got me behind you but I cant stay this way..
I'm drowning in tears when I think about it
Still its something I have to do
I know I gave a promise to never leave you but I cant stand behind you right now.
Cause as long as you're with him, I cant support your pain
This kills me, just as much as it kills you.
I love you and I would choose you over everything, but you choosed him...
Inshallah
There's no words left to say, I told you everything you have to know
Now there's only one thing left for you to do
Make me a promise
Never forget me
Bryan Adams - Please forgive me
Bortsett från de arabiska, så är dethär nog den vackraste låten jag vet...
Please forgive me I know not what I do
Please forgive me I can't stop lovin' you
Don't deny me, this pain I'm going through
Please forgive me if I need you like I do
Please believe me every word I say is true
Please forgive me I can't stop loving you
Celine
Släpp alla tankar, höj volymen & tryck på play...
I was waiting for so long for a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong, hold on and don't shed a tear
Through the darkness and good times I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought I had it all but I was waiting for you
Hush, love, I see a light in the sky, oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new sun, a new day has come
Where it was dark now there's light , where there was pain now there's joy
Where there was weakness, I found my strength
All in the eyes of a boy
Hush, love, I see a light in the sky, oh it's almost blinding me
I can't believe I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new sun, a new day has come
A new day has come
I was waiting for so long for a miracle to come
Everyone told me to be strong, hold on and don't shed a tear
Through the darkness and good times I knew I'd make it through
And the world thought I had it all but I was waiting for you
Hush, love, I see a light in the sky, oh, it's almost blinding me
I can't believe I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new sun, a new day has come
Where it was dark now there's light , where there was pain now there's joy
Where there was weakness, I found my strength
All in the eyes of a boy
Hush, love, I see a light in the sky, oh it's almost blinding me
I can't believe I've been touched by an angel with love
Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new sun, a new day has come
A new day has come
B - BHG
You're everything I thought you never were, and nothing like I thought you could've been
But still you live inside of me so tell me how is that?
You're the only one I wish I could forget the only one I'd love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you're the only one, and though there are times when I hate you
cause I can't erase the times that you hurt me and put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you It pains me to say
I know I'll be there at the end of the day
I don't wanna be without you baby I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath with out you baby I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say I don't want to love you in no kind of way no
I don't want a broken heart and I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
Something that I feel I need to say but up to now I've always been afraid
That you would never come around and still I want to put this out
You say you've got the most respect for me but sometimes I feel you're not deserving me
And still you're in my heart but you're the only one and yes there are times when I hate you but I don't complain
Cause I've been afraid that you would've walk away oh but now I don't hate you
I'm happy to say that I will be there at the end of the day
I don't wanna be without you baby I don't want a broken heart
Don't wanna take a breath with out you baby I don't wanna play that part
I know that I love you but let me just say I don't want to love you in no kind of way no
I don't want a broken heart and I don't wanna play the broken-hearted girl
Now I'm at a place I thought I'd never be.
I'm living in a world that's all about you and me.
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away, away with you
Arabic, code.
Kelmet ya omri oltaha lahzet lo'ana
Marafshi albi lama shafak eh garaloo
raise
God take my life in your hands, nobody lift me up now. Only you
mistakes
Alla gör misstag,
Igen kan ärligt säga att dom aldrig gjort ett misstag i sitt liv, för det är någonting alla gör.
Vissa har gjort fler, och andra färre. Men det absolut viktigaste när man gör ett misstag är att lära sig av det, för misstag heter just misstag utav en anledning, och det är att man inte vill göra om det.
Beroende på olika situationer så leder det ofta till att många människor gör om samma misstag, gång på gång.
Det är faktist ganska tragiskt!
Personligen har jag gjort väääldigt många misstag, allt från någon dum liten grej till att öppna hela mitt hjärta för fel människor. Det kan vara jävligt svårt att veta exakt hur man ska handskas med vissa situationer,
Speciellt mina vänner. Det är dom jag lever för!
Skulle jag skrika elr vara arg mot någon av mina vänner så är det bara för att jag är rädd om dom/den. Mina vänner vet att jag ställer upp för dom 24/7, och att jag gör allt jag kan för att de ska må bra. Jag har varit med om att vänner/kärlek som jag gjort allt för bara kastat iväg mig, ibland undermedvetande och tryckt sina fötter rakt i mitt ansikte.
Vad är det som händer i hjärnan när man gör så?
Ok, ärligt talat. Om min bästa vän skulle svika mig på de hårdaste sättet jag kan tänka mig, så skulle jag inte sluta älska henne/honom. Det skulle jag verkligen inte, däremot så skulle inte tilliten finnas kvar, och det är viss skillnad.
Man kan inte älska en person, och sedan på en sekund plötsligt inte göra det längre. Älskar man någon, så sitter det djupare än så.
Jag har tänk massor på dedär idag.. var bara tvungen att dela med mig.
Godnatt
Left to say?
Right now, he's probably slow dancing with a bleached-blonde tramp
And she's probably getting frisky
Right now he's probably buying her some Fruity little drink
'Cause she can't shoot whiskey
Right now, he's probably up behind her back tryin to get some
While he's showing her how to do
And he might don't know yet...
That I dug my knife right into his chest
Leaving marks in his soul just so he'd always be rememberd
I Carved my name into his stone cold heart
So that whenever he looks back in time he will be reminded
Of what a mistake he made
And maybe next time he'll think before he cheats
Copyright Yanina!
And she's probably getting frisky
Right now he's probably buying her some Fruity little drink
'Cause she can't shoot whiskey
Right now, he's probably up behind her back tryin to get some
While he's showing her how to do
And he might don't know yet...
That I dug my knife right into his chest
Leaving marks in his soul just so he'd always be rememberd
I Carved my name into his stone cold heart
So that whenever he looks back in time he will be reminded
Of what a mistake he made
And maybe next time he'll think before he cheats
Copyright Yanina!
BO BO WO!
And yo, mind your own business fuck ups.
f all yall.
give me the strength to carry on
thumbs down haters.
Yanina tycker till.
Jag hatar rasism. Det finns helt seriöst ingenting jag tycker mer illa om än det.
Jag har frågat mig själv så otroligt många gånger " Hur kan man ogilla någon bara för dens hudfärg " ?
Det är någonting som inte står rätt till i huvudet när man kan ställa sig och skrika " negerjävel " osv till en annan människa.
Jag läste en artikel om att Ku Kux Klan planerar mord på Barack Obama, för att det är en skam att USA har en svart president, och jag blev så arg så jag skakade. Kristna kallar dom sig också, jävla trams!
Bibeln lyder " Du skall älska din näste så som dig själv "
Don't matter if you're black or white. Aa visst tjena hejsan, bibeln säger också " Du skall icke hata "
men fuck that, I cant help it men jag hatar rasister...
Har varit med många gånger och sett stora gäng bråk som handlar just om att ena "rasen" har någonting emot den andra, när jag hör någon skrika "äckliga jävla muslim", eller "svartskalle stick hem till ditt land" så tar jag det som ett person angrepp även fast det inte är riktat mot mig alls. Fråga mig inte varför, det bara är så. Så illa tycker jag om det.
Förstå ändå hur bra det hade kunnat vara i världen om folk bara skaffade lite vett i skallen...
Kolla bara ...
Jag hatar rasism. Det finns helt seriöst ingenting jag tycker mer illa om än det.
Jag har frågat mig själv så otroligt många gånger " Hur kan man ogilla någon bara för dens hudfärg " ?
Det är någonting som inte står rätt till i huvudet när man kan ställa sig och skrika " negerjävel " osv till en annan människa.
Jag läste en artikel om att Ku Kux Klan planerar mord på Barack Obama, för att det är en skam att USA har en svart president, och jag blev så arg så jag skakade. Kristna kallar dom sig också, jävla trams!
Bibeln lyder " Du skall älska din näste så som dig själv "
Don't matter if you're black or white. Aa visst tjena hejsan, bibeln säger också " Du skall icke hata "
men fuck that, I cant help it men jag hatar rasister...
Har varit med många gånger och sett stora gäng bråk som handlar just om att ena "rasen" har någonting emot den andra, när jag hör någon skrika "äckliga jävla muslim", eller "svartskalle stick hem till ditt land" så tar jag det som ett person angrepp även fast det inte är riktat mot mig alls. Fråga mig inte varför, det bara är så. Så illa tycker jag om det.
Förstå ändå hur bra det hade kunnat vara i världen om folk bara skaffade lite vett i skallen...
Kolla bara ...
makes me sick.
Det finns många sjuka människor..
Kom till Anna för ett tag sen & bland de första hon visade mig var denhär skiten..
2 st skol massaker år 2001 i USA. Asså sånt här gör mig så förbannad så jag vet inte vart jag ska ta vägen!!
Skrek & grät när jag såg det, vilka idioten världen har att erbjuda alltså.
Life is a bitch and everybody knows it.
Some people realize it without denying
and some people keeps their eyes shut.
2 st skol massaker år 2001 i USA. Asså sånt här gör mig så förbannad så jag vet inte vart jag ska ta vägen!!
Skrek & grät när jag såg det, vilka idioten världen har att erbjuda alltså.
Life is a bitch and everybody knows it.
Some people realize it without denying
and some people keeps their eyes shut.
bradär.
Jag sökte kärleken och förlorade mig själv.
<3
The frustration's getting worse now that youre gone
Your dead got me down, and I dont know how to move on
There is so much things that I would like to say to you
But its to late, and its killing me, but what can I do?
Im whispering your name, wondering if you hear me
If you do, Id like to thank you for all you've done for me
By Yanina
Your dead got me down, and I dont know how to move on
There is so much things that I would like to say to you
But its to late, and its killing me, but what can I do?
Im whispering your name, wondering if you hear me
If you do, Id like to thank you for all you've done for me
By Yanina
