do you know how it feels when one second, something strange takes control over your brain and you do some stupid shit, that just feels right for the moment?
a couple hours later you regret everything, and you realize that what you did was the most stupid thing you'd ever done
but at the same time it feels like it needed to be done.


All I've got to say now is that the lonley nights are totally indescribable. I just wish to be released from the pain one day