People say, It will feel better day by day
I seriously wonder if they've ever felt this way
Cause it seems like everyday is just getting worse
I don't know what to do, laugh or curse?
So frustrated, angy, scared and sad
Ya'll must be thinking , " It can't be that bad"
This is just pointless, cause words can't explain it
It's just, I'm sick of  waking up and still feel like shit..

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for your information, I did not meet the famous" Black dude " today...
but I met a whole bunch of other black .. dudes?