Just because
Days filled with joy and days filled with sorrow,I dont know just what to do
Am I happy today, am I lonely tomorrow? everything depends on you
Ive been waitin, for the angels to knock on my door
Ive been hoping that everything could be like before
Make up your mind before we lose it all
Maybe time has its own way of healin
Maybe it dries the tears in our eyes, but it'll never change the way that Im feeling
Only you can answer my cries
you know what? .. I don't !
Don't blame me, don't hate on me, don't forgive me, but try to forget me.
Just keep in mind, one day I will blame only myself for this.
Stand up straight, keep your head high, lift your wings and fly, I know you will one day
Don't look at me while I'm falling down, touching the ground, yeah you know I will one day
Cause I am no longer his child, I'm dancing
and the song is on repeat " I've got to be true to myself, day in day out "
true to who ?? myself ?? who am I ?? hahaha
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I promise that I'll change in time, I'll promise that I'll change in time
Hurt
If I only knew that it was possible to have this much pain
If I only knew how it would feel, I would never ever put my self in that position
I've said so many times that it feels like dying. Well before today that were just words.
Believe me now, I didn't know what I was talking about. Cause what I'm going thru right now is pain straight from hell.
It tears me apart a little by little and the pain seems to have no end.
God, I'm knocking now. Knocking on heavens door.
I need you more and more everyday, release me from this, I'm screaming out to you!!! DO YOU HEAR ME NOW ?!
It's like a nightmare you can't wake up from. It's horrible.
Am I dancing with the devil already? I believe I am.
And you know what they say that makes me really shaking? ;
If the devil wants do dance with you, you better say never because a dance with the devil might last you forever
Goodie
Listen to you feelings, listen to your highest thoughts, and listen to your experience
Whenever any of these differ from what you've been told by your teachers or read in your books
Forget the words, the words are the least reliable.But they are the truth
You can not miss them if you truly listen
And you can not ignore them once you heard them
Life is eternal, you are immortal, you never do die
You simply change form
Ziggy Marley - True to myself
Life has come a long way since yesterday
and its not the same old thing over again
just do what you feel and don't you fool yourself
cause I can't make you happy unless I am
I got to be true to myself
day in day out I've asked many questions
only to find the truth it never changes
if you don't deal with it it keeps killing you a little by little
I got to be true to myself
I don't care if it hurts I'm tired of lies and all these games
I've reached a point in life no longer can I be this waydon't come crying to me I too have shed my share of tears
I'm moving on yes I'm grooving on well I'm finally free I've
got to be true to myself
Daybreak ? .. No, a couple of lines
I seriously wonder if they've ever felt this way
Cause it seems like everyday is just getting worse
I don't know what to do, laugh or curse?
So frustrated, angy, scared and sad
Ya'll must be thinking , " It can't be that bad"
This is just pointless, cause words can't explain it
It's just, I'm sick of waking up and still feel like shit..
for your information, I did not meet the famous" Black dude " today...
but I met a whole bunch of other black .. dudes?
Filled with all kinds of emotions
do you know how it feels when one second, something strange takes control over your brain and you do some stupid shit, that just feels right for the moment?
a couple hours later you regret everything, and you realize that what you did was the most stupid thing you'd ever done
but at the same time it feels like it needed to be done.
All I've got to say now is that the lonley nights are totally indescribable. I just wish to be released from the pain one day
